The Subtle Way

“The Circle presents”

5/29/2024

The subtle distance is just a little while to take ya…

There is one thing and that is a blessing. When we need a pick-me-up or a conversation, typically we are not alone and we get what happens when other people reach out to us in our moments of despair and or desperation…

But what happens if we do not get a helping hand? Typically, in life we have enough to continue on a straight/narrow path but if we already had a mindset like a killer or a “less than” mindset we will end up not having enough. I say a killer because a killer’s mind means “ I need to take something from someone else.” Sadly, that is the mindset of many Americans of feeling the need to take something from someone else. The Black American culture was always deprived while the White American culture always thrived. But I used to ask, until I found out why. 

Many people are stealing consciousness(consciousness is the ability to speak to yourself inwardly, hope prays, the ancient Egyptian tales remember consciousness as the only true words, the art of wisdom, the one who speaks). Since we all have the ability to speak to ourselves internally, how can we use what White people are stealing and how do we fight them off. Unfortunately, for White America shows such as deal or no deal and Price is Right was not only about winning what was undisclosed. There was a slave sale right above and in front of all of us for many years and is still happening. The summer of 2023, President Biden had sent over 3,000 American troops to Iran and none of the troops came back. We are told, “ The price ( meaning stakes) are high”. I knew 47% percent were Black and or Brown. 23% were Hispanic and the remainder were White. What I know is the country we baffle about is more of a playing tennis ball with Black people’s mind, body and spirit. The sad story is Black Americans (some) are fighting while others are not taking it lightly to sell their kids,partners and parents.If troops did not come back after a year of war then why is the public not informed yet. Why does the public not have a say yet and what is going wrong for the public to ignore their family members not returning from war. 

Some may say, experiments such as the CIA and FBI can conduct mind control for pure ignorance. Others can speculate some folks like me were just curious and asking questions that is why I lost my job and it is hard for me to get one again. Long story short, my partner is living out of his car while I am jobless and money-less living with my mom writing this blog. 

People may say I have no credentials and try to discredit me but I have three degrees including a PhD. My partner is an engineer too. We have much education and try our best working and living similarly to those taking and fighting to take our brains, minds and souls. I remember one day I had to get emergency surgery after having two miscarriages. I guess the pregnancy was considered “ectopic.” IThe next morning I received a D&C. The doctor who informed me of the procedure was happy when she stated the baby was growing outside of the womb and that she performed many many surgeries like this. That day, I remember going online and watching the procedure on video, I felt I wanted to run away due to it being very inhumane. So activities or what it seemed to the doctor was a practice I encourage you to check out on your own that is illegal in all other countries except America. 

Unfortunately, killing even a fetus has become a new speculated law against. I hope due to my surgery and out taken cries and fight I had stanced along. I fought and my partner fought in disbelief. 

I contemplated many times traveling and leaving this country but what good is a fight or a good movie with no action!