Life Rewinds

The Circle Presents on 6/14/2024 

Life Rewinds,

In addition to a love sequence we must go back to our roots and give back. The give back maybe buying your mom a new home, it might be traveling to a new dimension, it maybe healing from childhood trauma. The expense we pay is rewinding backwards.

I like to figure returning home for some time brought back exciting memories of childhood siblings and cousins. I remember circling the block for a moment to even conquer old love. I know it sounds like a mistake but the worthiness of pretending is a lack of sensual struggles. We want to be like everyone else or should I say we want to be liked, there is a cost to being liked. 

Many people my parents age who I looked up to is now retiring or considering other life options. So they are at peace as much as we can consider. But, I feel now is time for me to live and experience a brand new setting of waves coming around. The waves we may endure first start with recognizing you are not at home. 

The home is a complex stereo and for me I never felt at home presently speaking. I always consider “there is another home for me.” So being at home how do we make ourselves as comfortable as possible. We try to imagine that we are not there is my initial thought. Secondly, we propose we are doing something greater, like working on a blog or podcast that is why we are long term visiting. Finally we will try to cover up something as if we are striving to be or make it to be something else like no one else has seen and we need our family’s help. 

For me, this is the case. I learned to play it safe. Being involved with others comes to a construct of disbelief because we must propose ideas, have fun and also learn to love ourselves. 

Following the integration we are partly disturbed by the outlooks. The people may act accordingly at first but we all fall in line after a while. There were some hated moments when I was lost as a child but as we rekindle the times it is all lost. I say I was lost because I did not want to be involved with other people. I chose to stay to myself. If I politicked some more, that word is mines lol. I feel I would trust myself to be a better person even with my words. If speaking is the hardest thing for me , maybe I should play defense for a while. 

There are times people may consider you to be disrupted or quiet, both are one of the same. I say that because we are thrifting us all. We are all retired while we are born and for birth therefore we are worn out. It is something peculiar. If we know how tired and amazing our soul can be then we know our greatest chance on Earth is to relax and aks for total freedom to be who you want and to join the atmosphere around us.